Friday, August 27, 2010

Lingo limbo

and when they walked me up to the throne of lucifer, nola snaps out of it and sees me. her eyes big and wide. she's breaking inside. she realizes how real the situation has become. in her mind she's begging for my life.
'if you are to stay here with me there is to be no distraction'
everything falls still.
'do you love him?' lucifer asks calmly.
nola is silent.
'do you love him?!'
his face is next to her cheek. she slowly looks up. her features contrasting with her skin. lucifer grabs her and demands an answer. his face again up against hers she looks away tears streaming down her face, her body shaking, and terrified. lucifer throws nola to the side and takes hold of me. 'you.'
nola breaks her silence and falls to the ground. 'lucifer, no...send him back to earth. please i'm begging you.' lucifer ignores nola's plea. 'lucifer, you and i are tied for life. i am yours forever. please spare him he isn't worth our time.' nola takes hold of lucifer's hand and slowly walks away from me. 'you are my life and i will be yours until the end of time and after.' nola kneels to the ground. it's working. she attempts to seduce him. 'come to bed with me my love.' he falls for it. they begin to leave. has she done this before? 
'nola!'
i try to break free from the demons beside me. 'NOLA! please don't do this! please nola!' she turns 'nola i love you please don't do this' she pauses. 'remember when we first met nola?' she's squimmish. 'you were so beautiful. i loved you from that first moment nola. i loved you.' she falls to the ground. 
lucifer is angry he grabs her. 'how dare you' he shakes her and throws her. he grabs me. he pulls out his sword and sl

head dress

her head dress was it's own life form. as wide as it it was long...it was a huge hand fan. her hair entwined in  what looked like a rot iron display only golden, twisted up the spokes like jasmine vines. her face had been ghostly pale and her eyes looked dead before she had even noticed me. she had sat at lucifer's side trapped not physically but mentally. her cold eyes had looked as if she was about to crumble at any second but she still held strong. she was dying inside.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Celestica continued.

The "bijou" had been crowded that night and I was in no mood to have been out.  Zeek insisted on going there.  He had told me earlier that he was having a rough time at home and needed to blow off some steam.     I don't know what exactly was happening with him or his wife Lyla but I didn't feel I was at liberty to ask. Sooooo anyway. The "bijou". We walked in and not a lot caught my attention at first. The room was buzzing like a hive. I walked up to the bar. The bartender asked if I'd like something to drink, perhaps a cocktail? I refused the drink, I had to work early in the morning. Oh wait, I lost my job last week. Never mind I'll have a Guinness.
Suddenly, I turned to the stage as this song came on. This very mellow techno song. I look and see this cage on the stage as big and as wide as the stage and this creature inside of it. Her name was Nola. Of course she had a stage name, Zia. The only light, the only color I could see had been blue. This effervescent blue. I look at her face. That face. Pale milky blue skin in the light. Her hair (of course it had been a wig) black and short in a kind of bob hair style. Her eyes finally, popped. Her dark make up had made them even more intense. They were inhumanly blue. They were a sky blue white I think, if you could even imagine.
Her persona was even inhuman. She crawled around the cage and performed a euphoric slowly choreographed dance. I think I had loved her from the very first time I laid eyes on her. Then again I think every man did. She is imprinted on my heart for the rest of my life. She looked in my direction and even under those blue lights shining in her eyes, in think she saw me. She stared right at me. Her eyes peered into my being.

Crystal Castles- Celestica

The first time I met her had been the most memorable moment in my mind. It has been stamped onto my brian for life.
I entered the 'bijou' with my